People don't know me......

Most people don't know that on the outside they see a girl who is funny, outgoing, smart and very intelligent but on the inside I'm very sad .Sad to know that I am out here in this world alone and that I have no one to look up too anymore . Most people don't know that my mother Lavora Smith died of a surgery she got in 2006 . She was very sick and I miss her dearly . My mother was the only person I trusted now I trust no one .She was always there for me but now she's gone .Most people just dont know the hurt I feel inside knowing everday that I dont have the same love as other kids who do have their mother .People just dont know me.....