People don't know me......

Most people don't know that on the outside they see a girl who is funny, outgoing, smart and very intelligent but on the inside I'm very sad .Sad to know that I am out here in this world alone and that I have no one to look up too anymore . Most people don't know that my mother Lavora Smith died of a surgery she got in 2006 . She was very sick and I miss her dearly . My mother was the only person I trusted now I trust no one .She was always there for me but now she's gone .Most people just dont know the hurt I feel inside knowing everday that I dont have the same love as other kids who do have their mother .People just dont know me.....

The worst thing a parent can do to a child is abort them . I believe that doing that to another human being is wrong just think about if your parents would have aborted you. You would not be here or even get a chance to discover life. I think that killing another human being is wrong and any mother who would kill another human being with out giving them a chance to see the world or live life is not a very good person. I mean the only way I would even consider a abortion is if I were sexuaally assaulted or way too young to have the baby but abortion is wrong and everybody deserves a life.

I'm normally very talkative, outgoing, and making everyone around me laugh, but somtimes things that people do can be very irritating. It drives me crazy when people get mad over dumb things like boys for example, why do girls get mad when a ex-boyfriend starts to date sombody else . It's like get over yourself and move on. Another thing IS BOYS...Boys irritate me just as much as some girls, they lie over little things,cheat, and steal and they gossip more than girls about what they did and who they did it with.
Thats just two of the things that irritate me .I hate when I'm in a public place and people are staring that is so annoying It's like what are you looking at and then all kinds are going threw my head like what does this person want ?Do i amuse them? It makes me wanna say somthing but I know that it's in my best not to say anyhting .People who make smart remarks are the people who irritate me the most. Why can't you just keep your comments to yourself.If you have somthing to say pull that person to the side and let them know whats on your mind don't keep saying little things you know will turn the situation even worse...